It's my last day in North Carolina!

It's crazy how I feel today. The past few days have been an insane emotional roller coaster, and I'm just ready to get off.

Between family drama, the idea of leaving Jim, and the stress of not having a job anymore, I've been kind of depressed. So, I'm ready to get in my car and leave it all behind for a while.

I feel like my day tomorrow is going to consist of saying goodbye to Jim, and being sad about it. Driving for 8-10 hours and being miserable. And then going home to all kinds of crazy, unnecessary drama.

But, I do think there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I think once I walk away from Jim, it will be easier to get over the "What could have been". And hopefully being home will help me find some clarity to all of my other problems.

I am so excited to go be around the people I love the most.

Hopefully my next few posts will be happier. I really am glad that I've made the decision to go back home. This past year has been amazing in so many ways, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. But it's time...